Wrote more about my childhood.
Hope you will like the post I wrote some time ago and will share your thoughts too.
In all honesty, still feeling really down and finding it tough to write about temporarily happy occasions. Been on quite a number of excursions in Singapore, but somehow it feels hard to write about them now. Trying to force it but the cheerfulness I felt before just won’t come today.
My mind keeps wandering and wandering. Filled with conflicting emotions of sadness, guilt and intense worry. Also fear. The fear stops me from doing anything. In a paralysing state of fear. I don’t mean to alarm. Just feel it’s healthier that I get this off my chest. Need to get a bit of the heavy burden off me.
How I wish I had a time machine.