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Category Archives: Cancer
Phantom Pony Tail & Other Things After Chemo
I tend to keep my hair tied up, off my neck, because of the sweltering heat in Singapore. But now after chemo and without hair I still tend to forget, & my hands reach back to retie my pony tail … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged biological function, cancer, chemo, endometrial cancer, hair, hair loss, ovarian cancer, taxol
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What Bothers Me the Most About Loosing My Hair
What bothers me most is not what I imagined in the beginning. Before the chemo and corresponding hair loss started. Of course it was devastating to see my long locks of hair falling out in clumps. Almost a whole ponytail … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged bald, Balding, cancer, chemo, hair loss, pride, shame
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Things I’m Looking Forward to After I’m Done with Chemo & Radiation
I know I’ll never quite be done as I previously imagined (there is no cure for cancer) and will have to be very vigilant with regular scans and blood tests, but being done with chemo and radiation will be great. … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged cancer, cheerful, chemo, Chemo brain, chemotherapy, endometrial cancer, happiness, Immunity, ovarian cancer
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Dining Out In Singapore During Chemo
I would have never given this a second thought before, but it’s awful to never get a chance to dine out. During my first chemo cycle when my drastic hysterectomy (including removal of womb, Fallopian tubes, ovaries, 21 lymph nodes … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Food in Singapore, Midlife Musings
Tagged American Restaurant, cancer in Singapore, chemo, Dan Ryan's, dining, nachoes, Ribs, Singapore, Tanglin
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My Chemo Brain
It’s real and is worse during the chemotherapy session itself. I can’t do more than one thing at a time and find it a huge effort to listen and respond to people talking to me. Just listening and trying to … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged cancer, chemo, Chemo brain, chemotherapy, endometrial cancer, ovarian cancer, personal, thoughts
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Thinking About How to Revive Myself
I had a plan to blog about my most recent trips to Danang, Perth and Sydney, but the amount of photos I took make the task overwhelming. But I will attempt it bit by bit. Hope I can point out … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged blogging, cancer, endometrial cancer, ovarian cancer, Self publishing, thoughts, travel, writing
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Living For the Day
Might be easier to live day by day or moment by moment rather than to think about the future. And by think I mean worry, which is something I can get an Olympic medal for. During this time you start … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Singapore Living
Tagged cancer, endometrial cancer, Fatigue, mental state, ovarian cancer, personal
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Confused by My Diagnosis
I’m still trying to wrap my head around my diagnosis. When I first heard that I had ovarian cancer stage 1c I thought great, it will be all cured with the hysterectomy. But after the surgery and biopsies another cancer … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged ascites, diagnosis, endometrial cancer, ovarian cancer, personal, primary cancers, signs, symptoms, synchronous cancers
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Longing to Travel Again
I was supposed to go on a trip to Sri Lanka with my mum and sis for their birthdays. We did months of research and planning, but it had to be cancelled due to my need for immediate surgery to … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings, Travel
Tagged cancer, hysterectomy, joys, ovarian cancer, travel
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Pretty Things
Retail therapy is great. Been doing more online shopping where you can often get better prices, but it’s nice to get out of the house to a quiet mall and just browse. It’s relaxing to just gaze at pretty things. … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged endometrial cancer, ovarian cancer, retail therapy, shopping
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Is This Really Happening?
Often this whole journey feels unreal. Do I really have cancer? Just some months ago I was fine. This day is also significant as 15 years ago at 11pm I had to have a emergency appendectomy and at that time … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged CT scan, endometrial cancer, GA, hospitalization, operations, ovarian cancer, traumatic
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Best Day in Months
Visited my Aunt, Uncle and nieces today and felt so much joy and love it was indescribable. I was on cloud nine. Energized me so much that chemo fatigue was truly non existent. The innocence, pure love and exuberance of … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged children, family, gratitude, joy, love, nieces, ovarian cancer, personal, thankful
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About Being Positive And Cancer
I had a good mind to start a whole new secret private blog for cancer, but I decided, heck it, I’m writing from my heart, and writers have to be brutally honest, so I just have to hope that people … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged being positive, cancer, family, feelings, love, ovarian cancer, personal
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The Worst Part of Cancer
The worst part is definitely a sense of loosing your independence and not being able to do what you used to. I feel it most painfully in the simple things like not being able to carry my nieces or run … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged cancer, family, love, nieces, ovarian cancer, personal
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I Have Cancer: Synchronous Ovarian & Endometrial Cancer
This feels unreal to me, even now, after months of knowing. Felt surreal and indulgent as I typed out that title. It’s why I have not been writing in ages. I’ve only had the energy to update my Instagram with … Continue reading
Posted in Cancer, Midlife Musings
Tagged blogging, cancer, chemo, endometrial cancer, ovarian cancer, personal, writing
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